I'm having a day where everything makes me want to turn into a blubbering idiot.
I actually think I've reached my breaking point. They say God doesn't give us more than we can handle but what happens when we've handled all we can... then what??
I'm struggling with an overabundance of emotions..... guilt, resentment, happiness, anger, anticipation, disappointment, optimism, pessimism, affection, pride, relief, sadness... I could go on and on but you get the jist here.
I don't know if my physical self can handle my emotional self anymore.
I've prayed and prayed, for myself and for others. I've tried to tell myself tomorrow is a new day. Unfortunately for the last week, nothing has worked or I should say I FEEL as if nothing is working.
Today I cry at the drop of an eyelash... the mere thought of someone asking me a question... I should've stayed in bed.