Thursday, January 28, 2010

... a nice surprise....

So, life has been pretty stressful lately. Raising three kids, watching a relationship steadily fail no matter how hard you try, work, the economy, sick baby, etc... you know, life in general. But the other morning I received a nice surprise from my parents... a trip to cancun with my dad for four days!!!

This is where we are staying:

I'm super excited! But have so much to do!!!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

... lost...

I'm lost. So lost. Been searching my soul and praying that the decisions I make that will not only affect myself, but my entire family, are the right decisions. There are a million emotions flowing through my body at this point. I feel alone, I feel angry, I feel sad, I feel desperate, I feel confused. And right now, I'm just tired.

I wish there was a magic wand that I could just wave and make it all okay, but there's not and so the struggle continues..

And on a lighter note and just because seeing this face makes my day. My kids are my life and I love them all!