Wednesday, January 20, 2010

... lost...

I'm lost. So lost. Been searching my soul and praying that the decisions I make that will not only affect myself, but my entire family, are the right decisions. There are a million emotions flowing through my body at this point. I feel alone, I feel angry, I feel sad, I feel desperate, I feel confused. And right now, I'm just tired.

I wish there was a magic wand that I could just wave and make it all okay, but there's not and so the struggle continues..

And on a lighter note and just because seeing this face makes my day. My kids are my life and I love them all!





















5 comments:

Heather, aka Jake's Mommy said...

The kiddos are as adorable as ever and I hope things start looking up for ya. When things are bad, then remember they have nowhere to go but up.

Anonymous said...

We've never, nor will we ever meet. But know that you're in my prayers.

Brenda Jean said...

I'm sorry things are rough right now. Breathe deeply and take each day as it comes. {{{HUGS}}}

kristi said...

Hey I understand. Here is my private blog address, you are my friend on FB and you read my other two. http://kristi-keepingitreal.blogspot.com

JC said...

I completely understand and feel very similar to you. Keep looking up and hopefully things will get better.