... lost...

I'm lost. So lost. Been searching my soul and praying that the decisions I make that will not only affect myself, but my entire family, are the right decisions. There are a million emotions flowing through my body at this point. I feel alone, I feel angry, I feel sad, I feel desperate, I feel confused. And right now, I'm just tired.

I wish there was a magic wand that I could just wave and make it all okay, but there's not and so the struggle continues..

And on a lighter note and just because seeing this face makes my day. My kids are my life and I love them all!

It's okay to say Merry Christmas!

I hope that each and every one of you have a very Merry Christmas and a blessed 2010!

it's been awhile.....

I'm ashamed, I admit it. I've gotten so terribly lazy. On top of being extremely busy. Who knew that raising three kids while holding down a full time job could be so time consuming??? ha ha... just kidding.

So what has happened since my last visit to the blogosphere????

Hmmm, my sister bought a house and we got her moved in and even had a Housewarming party... See for yourself...





This was quite a journey in itself and it wasn't even me buying the home.



What else?? Oh yea, my oldest turned 17!!! What a way to make a woman feel old.... and want to cry at the same time. Even though she's turning into quite the young lady, she is still my little girl.




and my baby, my sweet angel, celebrated her first birthday 4 days after her sister turned 17!





ohhhh, and we celebrated halloween by going to a relative's house for a bonfire and a good time had by all....






now, just trying to prepare for the upcoming holidays... whoa! this year has really flown by...

It's been a while

Oh my, it's been such a long time since I've blogged! Summer 2009 has been a busy one indeed!!! And I don't even know where to start...

We started off in June going home to TX for the family reunion which I briefly blogged on. Then in July we took a girls' only trip to Dallas to see Keith Urban and Jason Aldean in concert. WOW! What a weekend.... That was followed by a quick trip to Houston and San Antonio to tend to some family business.






Through all of this we've played ball and did some fishing.




Now school is upon us and I have a junior in high school and one that started jr. high. Where does the time go??? And my baby girl will be a year old in just two months!!! Wow!!! There goes time flying by at lightning speed again.

Work has been busy and I'm preparing to go to Houston this weekend to visit with my sister and help her pick out some things for the new house she is having built. I'm very excited for her and glad I can be there to help her through it all. I love shopping!!! lol.. she despises it.



Not much else going on so I'm just going to post some pics... lol... besides, I know you all just wanna see how much Addison has grown~!

Urbanski family reunion

This past weekend the 2009 Urbanski Family Reunion was held.  This happens once every two years.  And my mother and the rest of the family all get together for food and fun.  It's always nice to go home to Texas for the event. 
 
Just thought I'd share a few pics with you.

 

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